Memory of First Putting My Head Halfway Under Water

(for Christine)

In water: first, I learned to put my mouth

part-way beneath the surface, and blow out

with breath I’d stored inside me.  Miracle!

The air moved through the water, and the tiny

Air bubbles broke the surface, popped and splashed.

I felt my cheek hairs sway, gentle sea grass.

I smiled to see the silver line I made

and feel the motor humming like a glade

of friendly bees.  Sucked air; moved further in,

my nose was covered, eyes, and brows, and chin

deep in my chest, I made a water weather:

tornado, then a calm; soft floating hair—

my ears beneath the surface felt a warm,

full silence in the center of my storm.


2001