i want you when you’re old and lonely and afraid
(but ever defiant, ever joyful)
when you need a
love warm as a bath
i want you when your red hair is flecked with white
and your cheekskin is tissue paper
your eyes crinkling bright
autumn honey
i want you when you cry yourself to ancient sleep
and laugh at your slow hands,
but your ear is sharp and steady
i want you then, then
then
1999